So nye stared out quite badly, got into a huge fight with my mum before heading to uss, had every intention to not celebrate nye at all. But the boy and kim insisted that i should still go down to rws and enjoy what was left of nye. Had a sumptuous dinner at rws' bbq fiesta and headed back to USS for countdown. it was nice to spend countdown with the ppl i love. We were suppose to go to zouk after but all of us were too tired and sweaty. So headed home for an early new years night. (:
New year's day was spent at Elton's. was suppose to go boating, but in the end we just spent the day lazying around in the pool. Love days like that, whereby you just chill out with your gd friends and talk bullshit. All in all this year nye and nyd was well spent with the ppl who have been there for me since i've been back from aussie. You guys know who you are, thank you for being there for me at one of the most "down" point of my life. Also, i'm so thankful for the boy for being there for me constantly in the last 4 months. Although things between us have been pretty on and off in the last few months, but i am grateful to have him around. I must be a fool to ever let him go, becos every says he's the best catch ever. Of cos, no expectations for now. We'll just see how things goes in the future, but nonetheless i'm happy with him and i'm so glad to have him in my life.
i'm getting new ideas as to what i want to do with my life in the future. mainly due to my family problems. i'm very torn between the two different paths that is ahead of me. I'm not confused, i know what i want, but life is just being a bitch and hindering me from doing what i want. why cant life just turn out the way you want it to be? why must life be so hard?
Cannot believe i'm turning 21 this year! Like finallyyyy 21! but when you were younger and look towards 21, you would have thought that when u're 21, life would have worked itself out by then. Now that i'm turning 21, i realised that i'm even more torn apart than before. There's so many things you have to think about, so many more things you will have to consider now that you are older. I think all of our mentalities are soooo different now as compared to before. i find myself worrying about things that i nvr thought i will ever have to worry about. Oh well, i guess that is part of growing up. Nevertheless, i'm extremely excited for my 21st this year, in fact i'm very excited for all my friend's 21st this year. cant believe we are all going to officially turn into "adults" this year! So proud of everybody for making through 21 years of their lives! (:
Hope everyone had a great time this holiday season! Wish you guys a good year ahead! Remember, no matter what the weather is, always bring your own sunshine! :D <3
kim THOOOOO! Hahahahaha.
X'mas eve. (:
HONG! (Y)
natty cat so cutie!
my babies. (Y)
the Sim twinnies. (:
USS with the boy for countdown. :D
nye dinner at rws. (:
pole dancing room in Crockfords' suite. LAST WARNING!!
Happy New Year lovesss! (: