although i'm starting to feel a little bit more excited to be going home. i really do miss my life in sg(MY NO PUBLIC TRANSPORT LIFESTYLE!), my friends, my family and the FOOD!! but i cant help to feel upset that i'm actually leaving this place. for all that's worth, it's been my home for the past 6 months and this place has grown on me. also i like the person that i am when i'm here in sydney. somehow i find myself and my mentality very different when i'm in sydney and when i'm in sg. before i came overseas ly always used to tell me life in aussie is so much more simpler than sg and so much more less complicated. now i finally know what she meant by that.
no doubt that a big part of me regret coming overseas cos of what happened with my r/s. but when i think about it, it must have been one of the better decisions i've made in life. i think coming overseas really made me grew up a lot and i've became alot more independent. i've done things that i would have nvr thought i'll be able to do by myself. cos when u need to get something done, you have no choice but to relay on urself, mummy and daddy are no longer around to settle things for you. also when you're overseas, friends are like family, they are the ones you depend on. coming overseas made me realise alot of things, things that i will nvr be able to accept if i was in sg.
i think the person i am in sydney is so much more simpler than the person i am when i'm in sg. i'm not materialistic when i'm here, i don care about branded goods, i don care about what brands i wear, i don always have to impress ppl. ppl here are so chill and so not judgemental, everyone here is so free-spirit and somehow along the way, you slowly adapt to it and it makes you a much simpler person. i hope i am able to stay this way when i return to sg. i like leaving this simple lifestyle. you feel so care free most of the time.
i donno what to expect from tmr onwards. all i wish for is to have a peaceful year ahead. spend as much time as possible with my friends and family, cos once i'm back in sydney, i donno when i will be returning to sg again. do a good job with my internship and maintain this simple mindset. also i don intend on dating anyone in the next one year, firstly becos i'm not over everything, my heart still aches for that person, i just cannot imagine myself even being interested in anyone else right now and the thought of getting heart broken again just turns me off completely. Secondly, becos i have nvr been THIS single for THIS long in my entire life. i can hardly believe that i'm SINGLE SINGLE for the first time in my life, with no guys around at all. i'm so proud of myself! and the truth is that it's really not as bad as i've imagined. i always thought i'm the needy kind and no matter what i'll need a guy in my life, but now i've come to realise that it's not true and i'm doing just fine by myself. thirdly, becos i'm gonna come back sydney in a year's time, long d is going to be a big no no for me. and lastly, maybe my heart is still waiting for that certain someone.
ok it's 1.15am in sydney now, i have to go to bed! only left with 4 hours of slp. needa get up by 5am to head to the airport and i know i'm gonna spend the whole 8 hrs on the plane watching all the in-flight movies. gonna meet evan tmr evening for nails and dinner. maybe mambo with kim and nat after. which means i'm not gonna get any slp at all. and i've got to be at rws by 2pm the next day. so i desperately need this 4 hours of slp in order to not look like a walking zombie at rws on thurs. SHOPPING this weekend with mummy. heeheehee. sigh i'm becoming more materialistic already. oh well. good night sydney! i'm gonna miss you hell loads when i'm in sg! and hello sg! it's nice to see you again, please let me have a good year ahead. till next time. <3
my cute baby. (:
mathias spamming my camera!
love you ALIXANE SAGE! xoxoxoxoxoxo
friday nights entertainment. (:
devy.
allie made this my iphone dp so that i wont forget her and manarii in the next one year.
coffee+ciggs by the road side. fav past time in sydney. (:
Last day in Manly and allie decided to cook me traditional french quiche and insisted that i cook for my parents when i'm back. so i'm gonna post all the steps here in order to remember how to make it! HAHAHAHA!!
TAH-DAH! YUMMY MAXXXXXX!! (:
see that castle in the middle? yup that's my school! hahahaha!
last night in the city with allie.
my last AWESOME BEYOND WORDS CAN DESCRIBE BUBBLE TEA for the next one year. ):
see you in one year sydney.