It's been almost 4 months since i've last blogged. i cannot decide whether i actually miss blogging. somehow blogging isnt part of my life anymore. oh well, i'm here now and i'm just gonna give a brief update on my life and also it's exactly ONE MONTH AWAY FROM MY B'DAY!! ((: heeheehee.
So here i am back in Sydney, yet again. I'm already in week 5 of my 2nd term, things are about to get real crazy from now on all the way till exams. i have a million and one assignments due in the coming weeks but i cant seem to find the motivation to start working on them. i guess i don ever learn my lesson when it comes to doing last min work. this term's events modules are CRAZYYYYY!! I hate what i'm doing now. I never knew there was so much into events. week after week, assignments after assignment i'm just planning and planning different events over and over again. i cannot imagine doing this in the future, i might just die. events is just TOOOOO demanding. it drives you crazy sometimes! Don get me wrong, i only seem to say this when it comes to assignment time, other than that i love what i'm learning cos it's exactly what i wanna do in the future. i think what seems to suck now is the fact that after planning an event i cant "bring it to life". Nonetheless, from the bottom of my heart, i love doing events. My life is a tragic irony. HAHAHAHA.
Also, i'm living on school campus now AND IT CANT SUCK MORE!! I HATE THIS HELL HOLE!! It's probably the most miserable place in sydney i swear! it's the worst kind of campus life u can expect. it's like a freaking jail here and not forgetting the food sucks! i'm SOOOOO sick and tired of western food, i think i've had enough western food to last me a life time!! I miss where i was staying previously, though it gets lonely sometimes but it's SOOOOO much better than this shit place. i'm never EVER gonna stay on campus EVER AGAIN!!
Cant wait to go back sg in sep or maybe even last week of aug if i'm lucky enough to finish my exams on the first week. exam timetable is coming out this week!! *fingers crossed* heehee. and this time i'll have plenty of time in sg!! (: cos i'll be back in sg from this year sep till next year sep for internship!! cos in order for me to graduate i have to complete 9 months of internship! (: heehee. i know i know, i've only been here half a year and now i have to go back already? but honestly, i'm SOOOOO freaking home sick, though i never imagined myself to be the home sick kind. i cant wait to go back sg for a gd whole year. but first, i've got to look for an internship! HAHAHAHAHA! though i've already gotten one, but i wanna look for something better. so *fingers crossed* (:
Another thing worth updating about it that, i'm dating an army boy AND IT CANNOT SUCK MORE!! I HATE SAF!! Though in the last two weeks it has gotten alot better. but i still miss him constantly. i remember the first two weeks when he first went in, i was on melt down mode, i was going crazyyyyyyy!! though i hate to admit, but i was pretty psychotic. HAHAHAHA!! and every night when he has to hang i'll end up crying, i did that for two weeks straight, i don even know how my body manages to produce so much tears. although i'm getting used to it, but him being in army still sucks! i guess its something every singaporean girl has to go through. oh well. i'm just grateful that we're still in each other's life despite everything. (:
I know ppl are gonna start asking me about chua and i. (btw, the army boy is chua. heehee.) So here's just a brief update on the two of us, not gonna go into details. we're no longer officially together, but we're still seeing each other, i guess you can call it dating. (though he prefer telling ppl that we're just close friends) we're trying to work things out at the moment and we both wanna make sure that if we ever get back together again it's got to be perfect. i still do love him very much or for that matter even more than before. Though we're not officially together but i'm pretty happy with the way things are right now. i think breaking up really did the two of us alot of gd, it made the two of us realise how much we actually need each other in our life. i think we're both very comfortable with one another but somehow along the way we both took alot of things for granted. so here we are trying to build a better relationship and hopefully everything works out in the future. (:
Though life sucks here and there, but this is life right? suck it up and live with it. (: chua said i've just got to "suck thumb"(something he learnt from army) and i need to stop being such a "princess". although i hate it when he disagrees with me and try to talk sense into me when i'm complaining about "life",but i know what he said make sense and he's saying it for my own good. this is one of the best things i like about him. (: ok off i go now. (: i'll try to blog a little more, if i can find the time. actually you know what? i do miss blogging. (: till next time! <3
always irreplaceable.
my babies. (:
red lipstick.
while nic was in syd for her fencing competition. (:
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close to my heart <3