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Friday, January 27, 2012

SUP SUPPPPPP!! I'M EXTREMELY EXCITED!! JUST BOOKED MY FLIGHT TOOO...

JAPANNNNNNN!! HEEHEEEHEEHEE!! OMG I'M SOOOOO EXCITED!! I have nvr been to japan before! and japan is definitely on my "places-i-need-to-visit-before-i-die" list! and what makes it even better is that i'm going with the boy! :D heeheehee. i have nvr been on a holiday alone with my bf before and this is the first time! BEYONDDDDDDD EXCITED!! Cant wait to stuff my face with all the jap food, go shopping, visit the historical sites, see mount fuji AND TOKYO DISNEYLAND!!! OMGGGGGGGGG!! I CANT FREAKING WAIT!! Exactly 3 weeks from now i'll be on my way to JAPOOOOOO! (:

Anyways, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR LOVES! (: Didnt do much house visiting this year due to my laziness, thus, not much ang baos collected. ): But it's ok, the holiday break from work was more worth it than anything else. Finally got to catch up with my much needed slp and with the fact that the exhibition have been soooo busy the last one week it was a much needed rest for me. (:

I'm sooooo freaking excited for japan, i can finally put my events management skills into good use! (: Imma plan the whole entire trip, gonna head down to kino to buy a travel book on tokyo tmr! heeheehee. this year is gonna be a gd year! after jap, probably gonna head to bkk and hk before going back aussie for sch. best thing is i'm going to a totally new state this time round! woooohoooo! this year is gonna be like a world tour! heehee. Life is gd and i'm not complaining! (:

Going picnic+kite flying later after work! tmr is cny party at kim's and zouk after! heeheehee. life's been too gd to me lately! i cannot be more grateful! (: but sometimes its scary when life gets too gd! it just means that something bad is going to happen soon. oh well, enjoy while you can right?

Anyways, hope all of you had a good chinese new year! Will update again when i have the time/something to actually update about! hahahaha. till next time! <3

more company d&d photos.

pool party at One degree. (:Happy B'day NATTY CAT! LOVE YOU TRUCK LOADS! (Y) (Y) (Y)natty's EXTREMELY PRETTY B'DAY CAKE!! letter from natty cat. (:

natty cat bought all of us cupcakes from twelve cupcakes and she made the moustache herself to put on the cupcakes. how cutie is that? :D love you natty cat! (Y) Dash Berlin with the usuals! (:

Happy Chinese New Year loves! (:

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

hello blogger! (: havent updated in awhile. my mind is kinda blank right now. So i'm just gonna update on what has been going on in my life.

My exhibition is ending in 19 days. Dont really know how i feel, i'm a little sad that its ending and yet i cant wait for it to end. This exhibition has been a very valuable experience, i have learnt so much so much. But of cos there are always downsides to everything. It has taught me what tired really means, the exhibition has sucked every bit of energy out of me. But i am extremely proud of the exhibition, like i've said many times before, first exhibition ever!! It means the world to me. (: So guys if you have yet to catch the exhibition, please do check it out at http://www.amovingmasterpiece.com/

Last week was filled with events, thus me being extremely broke now. There was pool party on friday at one degree then trouse brothers at zouk after. Yes becos we are that hardcore that going for one party in one night just wasnt enough! HAHAHA. Sat was andre's 21st b'day at Mink. First time inside Royal room/Mink, didnt really like it though, zouk will always always be home! (: Went to the Aussie study fair on sunday to enquire whether it is possible for me to transfer to UQ with my GPA, imma head down to IDP tmr to apply for my transfer. Extremely excited that i am able to transfer to UQ, UQ has always been one of my top uni choices for events and maybe i'll try to do an exchange to Uni of Manchester for one sem. Then my life will be complete! (:

This week is gonna be another eventful week Natty cat's b'day dinner tonight followed by zouk after! (: Gonna take a day off tmr to head down to IDP to settle my transfer. Sat's Colin's 21st and sunday is the eve of CNY. OMG! CANT WAIT FOR CNY!! $$$$$ I'm so damn broke and there are SOOOOOOOOOOO many things i wanna get my hands on!! And also, LONG WEEKEND TILL NEXT TUESSSS!! You have no idea how much public holidays and long weekends mean to people who have a full time job! CANT F-ING WAIT!! :D :D :D

Oh, one more thing to note down, i'm attached. (: Yes, after half a year of being single, i've finally found someone. (: The boy has been around ever since i came back to sg for internship. Things has been pretty on and off for the longest time, but things got pretty serious about 1 month back and yup. he asked and i said yes. (: I am very happy with what i have now and i'm glad we finally got together, we really went through alot just to be where we both are right now. And to me having him in my life is like a dream come true. He has always been my eyecandy, for the longest time i can remember. It was back in 2009 where i first saw him studying at starbucks for A lvls and to me he has always been the perfect guy, my dream guy. (: I cannot ask for more in life, to have my dream guy actually becoming my guy, the feeling is sometimes surreal.

I am trying to do my best to make sure that this r/s wont screw up again. i wont want this to screw up becos my life with him is what i have always pictured my life to be. Of cos, it may be too early to say whether as to i would want to marry him one day. But i do see the two of us going a long way. If i really end up marrying him one day, then i will never ask for anything more in life, i will truly be contented with what i have. I know there are many challenges ahead of us, long d being one of it, but i hope we will both be able to work something out. I am not going to expect too much from this r/s, i'm jut going to take things one step at a time. But i will definitely put in my very best. All in all, i am happy that i've finally found someone that i don have to try so hard to impress and that i know i can be myself and that being myself is good enough for him. (Y)

To those that were really concerned for me and were there for me this whole time, i cannot be anymore thankful for you guys! (: Don worry guys, imma happy kid again. (: And i cannot be more grateful for what i have in my life now. <3
Nattycat! (: HEART HEART HEART! (Y)

Sending daddy off to UK.
Happy 21st Andre! (:

Girlfrienddddd~~

hello love! (; Company D&D

Best mentor EVER! (Y)

Thursday, January 05, 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODEEEEEE! :D I know, i'm like 5 days late. havent had the time to blog and i totally did not come up with any new year resolutions. oh well, even if i did make new year resolutions, 99% of them wont happen anyways. I'm blogging away in my exhibition hall while waiting for kim. gonna go send ben off together, he's leaving for UK tonight. Sigh, don even want to think about going back to aussie. Cannot imagine if i was the one that is going to leave tonight. Will probably be crying like a fucking dog again. Sigh~~ hate that feeling. Oh well, 8 more months to go.

So nye stared out quite badly, got into a huge fight with my mum before heading to uss, had every intention to not celebrate nye at all. But the boy and kim insisted that i should still go down to rws and enjoy what was left of nye. Had a sumptuous dinner at rws' bbq fiesta and headed back to USS for countdown. it was nice to spend countdown with the ppl i love. We were suppose to go to zouk after but all of us were too tired and sweaty. So headed home for an early new years night. (:

New year's day was spent at Elton's. was suppose to go boating, but in the end we just spent the day lazying around in the pool. Love days like that, whereby you just chill out with your gd friends and talk bullshit. All in all this year nye and nyd was well spent with the ppl who have been there for me since i've been back from aussie. You guys know who you are, thank you for being there for me at one of the most "down" point of my life. Also, i'm so thankful for the boy for being there for me constantly in the last 4 months. Although things between us have been pretty on and off in the last few months, but i am grateful to have him around. I must be a fool to ever let him go, becos every says he's the best catch ever. Of cos, no expectations for now. We'll just see how things goes in the future, but nonetheless i'm happy with him and i'm so glad to have him in my life.

i'm getting new ideas as to what i want to do with my life in the future. mainly due to my family problems. i'm very torn between the two different paths that is ahead of me. I'm not confused, i know what i want, but life is just being a bitch and hindering me from doing what i want. why cant life just turn out the way you want it to be? why must life be so hard?

Cannot believe i'm turning 21 this year! Like finallyyyy 21! but when you were younger and look towards 21, you would have thought that when u're 21, life would have worked itself out by then. Now that i'm turning 21, i realised that i'm even more torn apart than before. There's so many things you have to think about, so many more things you will have to consider now that you are older. I think all of our mentalities are soooo different now as compared to before. i find myself worrying about things that i nvr thought i will ever have to worry about. Oh well, i guess that is part of growing up. Nevertheless, i'm extremely excited for my 21st this year, in fact i'm very excited for all my friend's 21st this year. cant believe we are all going to officially turn into "adults" this year! So proud of everybody for making through 21 years of their lives! (:

Hope everyone had a great time this holiday season! Wish you guys a good year ahead! Remember, no matter what the weather is, always bring your own sunshine! :D <3

kim THOOOOO! Hahahahaha.

X'mas eve. (:
HONG! (Y)

natty cat so cutie!
my babies. (Y)

the Sim twinnies. (:
USS with the boy for countdown. :D

nye dinner at rws. (:
pole dancing room in Crockfords' suite. LAST WARNING!!
Happy New Year lovesss! (: