 Hi u there! (: Hahaha. OMG! we just caught NEW MOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! ONE WORD HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!! Hahaha. Though there was absolutely not story line n the movie was bloody draggy. BUT THE PEOPLE INSIDE WAS O-M-G!! Hahaha. Liang n i simply couldnt stop hyperventilating! Hahaha. But wendy wasnt excited at all. She's seriously one of a kind man. Guys grab her fast!! Hahaha.
So today we actually managed to make a few bucks out of our lit texts. Liang n i will probably go back there n sell more things! Hahaha. Instant cash! (: Food hunt was GDDDDDDD! Hahaha. Though we only managed to go Lao Pa Sat but the food was super gd n cheap! Girls we need to do this again! (:
I swear, holidays are so bloody boring n this is only the 5th day. OMG! How to survive like tat for the next 8 months? We really needa get out of sg n go on a holiday. The girls n i are thinking about bintan n bangkok! OMG! Really quite excited even just thinking about it. Hahaha.
Okie, so ppl have been dying to see my bangs. So here goes nothing...
 I noe, it's bloody screwed up! ): Don worry i've already learnt to sweep it to one side. Fuck man. I swear, i'm nvr ever gonna cut bangs again n this time i'm dead serious. Sigh, hair, grow faster pls? ):
So tmr is yet another holiday! Gonna go np to company my BFF nel! (: Then gonna go for my first ever driving theory lesson! OMG! Rather excited! After tat chili crabbbbbbbbbb at claps for dinner! YAY!! Hahaha. Hope u guys had a great time too! Oh ya wendy, look what i found while tumblr-ing! Bet u're dying for ur hope n renewal now! HAHAHAHAHAHAH! (: Wendy will be starting work at frolick from tmr onwards! Visit her tmr at gardens n the rest of the week at CINE! (: Hahaha. Gonna head down with liang to support her! U ppl better go tooooo!! Okie, hope everyone had a great day! I love me girlfriends! <3
 Okie, i promise myself i'm gonna stay away from clubs for awhile now. I think i had enough of it for now. Though zs suggest tat i should just stay away from the alcohol n i'll probably be fine. I'm always getting too high too fast. And when i'm high i'm always making a fool out of myself by acting like a total retard! ): It's really a damn sucky feeling when ur head is spinning n u've still got to stay conscious n dance. Not fun at all. ):
Holidays are so boring n it's only been 4 days since Alvls ended. I expected so much more from this holiday. Guess not. I'm so bored at home n i really wanan get out of my house. But where to go on a sunday nite especially when u're broke? ): I need to work n earn some cash man! Can't wait to meet my girls tmr! (:
So ytd i met chanel n alex at the airport for a short while n seeing the two of them. I really wish i had someone to love n loves me back. They look so sweet n loving together. I couldnt help but to feel empty inside. I was so emo during the whole train ride to cityhall. But if u were to ask me whether i want a bf now, my answer is no. I had enough heartbreaks. I don believe in love anymore. Screw this shit called love, cos by end of the day, it's just a lie. It really surprise me how fast ppl can move on n get on with their lives n it makes u question whether he/she ever loved u at all when they move on so quickly. Sigh.
I really hate this feeling of emptiness. It's like u can have all the fun in the world with no restrictions but by end of the day u noe u've got no one to love n no one loves u. No doubt i've got all my girlfriends n gd frens, but that kinda love is different from a relationship kinda love. Then again i really don wanna get in a relationship for the longest time. Gabby needs to learn to be independent! How am i gonna live my life when i'm overseas if i'm so afraid of loneliness? I noe i can do this, i noe i'm a strong girl. I'm gonna pull this through! (i hope)
Okie, i'm gonna stay away from alcohol n clubs for as long as possible n do what i've always wanted to do. I'm gonna get a few novels n drown myself in them at starbucks. (: I can do it! I'm independent n i need to train myself not to be afraid of loneliness! I can do this, i noe i can! I'm gonna go sign up for ballet classes as well, need to get back to the things i love. Can't wait for driving lessons. Just gonna keep myself occupied n everything will be fine! (: No matter what the weather is, always bring your own sunshine. <3
vulnerable person, if u see this, i hope u're not pissed or anything, i'm sorry if i've done anything to piss u off. ): SORRY!
 Hellllllo. (: OMG! I donno whether i'm okie now. But i'm gonna attempt to tip n tap on my computer. So if u read rubbish here, i'm sorry. Hahaha.
So friday was prom. I would say it's a rather disappointing one. Like i expected so much more from prom considering the fact tat i nvr had one in sec sch. So this was kinda like my first n last prom n all i can say is tat it wasnt what i've had in mind. Oh well. Hahaha. So half way through prom liang n i was so bored. We decided to walk around town n takes photo like retards. Hahaha. Ya, it was tat boring!! )):
Post prom was alrite. But i need to stop drinking so much! ): Liang wasnt able to lose her clubbing virginity to me)))): Such a disappointment. Hahaha. But its okie, we've got plenty more chances in the next 8 months. Hahaha. Anyways, thanks wendy for once again taking care of me n looking out for me just like every other time! (((: Also, thanks for the lime shit! If not i don think i'll ever be able to have supper with my other frens later on. And to rachel, thanks for following me to the dance floor. I was tooooo high. Hahaha.
So after prom had supper with my frens then reached home at 630! OMG! Then i had to climb out of bed at 830 cos mummy wanted to play golf. But i told her it was seriously impossible for me to swing a golf club, so she left without me! THANK GOD! Hahaha. Oh ya. I CUT BANGS YTD. ): IT'S DEAD UGLY! I don wanna go out anymore! Fuck, why am i always doing stupid things. Oh well, i hope it grows out asap!
Met chanel n alex for a little while at the airport ytd! ((: Hahaha. I always feel so safe with chanel around, like i feel so at peace n so calm. Hahaha. Probably gonna see alot of her this following week, cos alex wont be around n np is just next to my place. I'm gonna visit her as often as POSSIBLE! ((: YAY! Love u best fren!
So i did go zouk last nite. Two nites in a row wasnt the way to go. I was dead again. I swear, i need to stop drinking to much! ): Omg, thank god for andre, if not i would have died like no one's business. Hahaha. Once again i cannot remember half of the ppl i said hi to last nite. OH YA! BUT I SWEAR I SAW MOK!! Hahaha. OMG! MOK! naughty naughty! NEXT TIME WE SHOULD GO TOGETHER!! ((: And thanks jonwong for signing me in! I owe u dinner n probably gonna owe u ALOT of dinners! Hahaha.
I'm gonna stay sober for as long as possible, atleast till weds. Hahaha. Meeting my girlfriends tmr for food hunt and selling of our lit texts! (: CANT WAIT! So far post A's has been great! I noe it's gonna get alot better! (: Come back for more updates! Hope u ppl had fun for the past few days! ((: Rest of the pics are on facebookie! ADD ME FRENS! (: LOVE YOUUUUUUU! <3
  My baby girllllllll! LOVE YOU! ((:
 MY 2TO2! (: but missing nicole n paolo. ):  HAHAHAHAHAHA! The twinnies were damn cute! They wore almost the same thing! Hahahaha.
 Love you like no otherssss!!((:
   hi BEST FRIEND!! ((:  love this pic! ((:
This must be one of the only pics, where i actually looked alrite. Hahaha
 YEAYYYYYYY BABEHHHHHHH!! A LVLS IS FUCKING OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!! YEA! FUCK A LVLS! It can fucking suck my non-existent cock man! i've nvr ever ever ever ever had to study this hard ever AGAIN!! YESSSSSSS!! I don think i've ever been this happy ever!! (((((:
Omg, now i'm damn troubled, i donno whether i should cut bangs... Should i, should i? Had bangs during mid this year but someone didnt like it. So i had to get my fringe back, now that what he thinks doesnt matter anymore. I donno whether i should or not! Suggestions ppl, suggestions!!
Rather excited about prom n post prom tmr! (: Atleast it'll be more fun then today. Didnt wanna go drinking or clubbing tonite cos i actually wanna attend prom sober. Hahaha. Seriously cant wait, i hope it wont be a disappointment! Hahaha.
Okie peep, come back here on sat or maybe sun, cos i promise mummy golf session on sat n i'm going to partyyyyyy at nite. So come back on SUNDAY for loads n loads of pictures! (: Also today marks the start of wendy n i's hope n renewal life! Yes, things are gonna get better! I'm nvr gonna give in to love ever, cos it hurts so deep knowing that the other person have moved on in such a short period of time. Sigh, love is such a lie, i'm nvr gonna let love happen again. ):
Okie peeps, gonna have a gd nite slp, gonna go gym for the first time tmr morning, about time to hit the gym, then meeting my babies in town! OMG! CANT WAIT! I LOVE YOU PEOPLE! I LOVE EVERYONE N EVERYTHING TODAY! LIFE AFTER A LVLS IS JUST ABOUT TO GET BETTER! ((: <3
 That's exactly want i'm gonna do from tmr onwards! (((((((: The thought of tmr simply puts a smile on my face!! (((: OMG! THE DAY IS FINALLY HERE! ALL THE HORROR IS FINALLY COMING TO AN END!! ((:
I've been smiling like a bloody idiot the whole damn day, just cant help it! The thought of it is toooooo GOD-LIKE! Hahaha. Though i'm probably gonna screw up tmr cos i havent been studying at all. BUT SCREW IT! I just wanna get through tmr. I don think i've ever been this excited to sit for any A lvl paper. Hahaha. Tmr this time i'll be as free as a little bird! Omg 17 more hours n i'll be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I can smell freedom already!! YES YES YES!! ((((:
I'm sorry but i can hardly contain my excitement! ((: Oh ya peep, pls don ever try ox tail, yes i mean cow's tail, it's the most disgusting shit ever! I'm always lied to by my mum. It's so disguting i swear! Oh, i'm cutting bangs again this weekend, but i cant decide whether i should or not. ): people give me some suggestions, i'm just so sick of having the same old hair style. Now i really wanna dye my hair pink! ): I simply love how it looks on tat girl! But i doubt i have the courage to. Damn.
Was tumblr hopping again, i wanna get a tumblr, it's so cool, but i don really noe how it works. Hahaha. N i simply cannot part with my shorttooderstrawberry. Hahaha. 
I think the girl is so damn hot!!! I wanna look like tat! This is so my ideal look, tall, skinny and hunch-back. SO HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!! (((: Hahaha. Fuck man, really envious of how some ppl can look this gd! Oh well, i believe the world is always fair! (:
Okie gonna head to bed soon, the sooner i go to bed, the faster tmr will arrive! OMG! I CAN HARDLY WAIT!! FREEDOM HERE I COME!! (((: <3
 yes indeed. just watched 2012 this evening. Yes i noe i've got an exam in 2 days. but sorryly i just cant seem to concentrate anymore! ): I'm just gonna go there n anyhow whack the paper like what wendy said n get it over n done with! i really wish tmr is 3rd dec! I just wanna take the paper!
So after watching 2012, i kept on asking myself, what is the last thing i'm gonna do if i noe the world's coming to an end tmr. I realise i don have an answer cos there's simply too many things i actually wanna do. Life is so short n there's so many things to experience, and there's so many things to see and do. I really wish the world wont end in 2012! ):
Anyways i was just tumblr-hopping and i came across this pic.. OMG! I LOVE THE PINK HAIR!! ((: Maybe i should dye my hair pink. Hahaha. I simply love how it looks on her!! I cant seem to find the rite pony colour extensions i have in mind. Shit.
I donno why but i'm rather tired today. Shall head to bed early! For those who had their last paper ytd, ENJOY YOURSELVES!! ((: For those who's last paper in on 3rd dec, DON WORRY IT'S COMING TO AN END! WE CAN PULL THIS THROUGH!! (((: 3RD DEC COME QUICK!! <3
Hi people! OMG! TODAY STARTED SO DAMN BADLY!! FML SERIOUSLY! But i'm glad it ended well! (((: VERY WELL!! Rite liang? Hahaha.
Meet with liang baby today! (: Omg, i was really retarded this morning! I swear, liang's blur-ness is getting to me. Hahaha. Was suppose to study. But guess what? WE ENDED UP IN TOWN, AGAINNNNN!! I swear i'm so gonna screw up my lit p4. Not as if it matters, cos i've already screwed up the rest of my papers. CAN'T WAIT FOR THURS!! I think this two weeks break is a real waste of time, i would very much prefer CJ take paper 5 instead then i'll really be partying my ass off by now! Damn.
So today's attempt to get a fake tatoo failed horribly. )): LIANG GOT HER HAIR DYED!! SHE'S AS HOT AS HELL NOW! Guys get really to drool like crazy during prom! Here's a sneak peak.. (:
  OMG! I simply love her hair hair!! It's like black n silky! OMG! cant wait to cut bangs again after prom n get my pony colour extensions!! I'm gonna keep the bnags this time round! Hahaha. I wanted to pierce my ears today. But i kinda forgot!! OMG! LIANG! I forgot! Ur fault again! Hahaha. Liang is influencing me too much! But don forget what u promised me on friday okie? Touch touch session! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!! ((;
Hate dinner with my frens then headed home. I swear it sucks to be one of the only ppl who are not done with A lvls. They kept on teasing me! ): it's okie u ppl wait! 3rd dec is gonna be here in no time! And i'm gonna party hardcore with u guys! (:
Hahahaha. Oh ya! I booked my theory lessons n exams! YAY YAY! excited ttmx! Cant wait to learn driving!! I nvr ever wanna take bus again and i swear singapore's cab fare is so over pricedddddddddd!
Life is getting slightly better as the days goes by. I guess time really heals all wounds. though to u, it doesnt seem as if i'm wounded at all, but whatever. Now i just gotta constantly keep myself occupied to not think of things. I kept on telling myself things are gonna get better and i noe it will. I really needa start studying tmr. i don care how, but i'm gonna push myself to. If not i'm really screwed, big time! Yes ppl, 3 MORE DAYS! WE CAN DO THIS!!! Till next time! (: <3
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